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life is getting more meaningless for me these days.

without you by my side, i only see darkness without any sun.

i know how i treated you in the past, and i regretted it.

for all these while, i love you.

i didn't want to find any new girlfriends because you're inside my heart,

and it's pin down into it.

i want to prove to you that i really love you and i want to be your boyfriend,

your most beloved person in your heart.

you hurt my heart when you told me you wanted to be single for now.

my heart has broken to pieces and i hope you'll mend it for me.

i just only wanted a chance, JUST ONLY A CHANCE !

i'm gonna wait for you patienly just to come back to my arms.

even if it's gonna take me forever,

i'll still wait! no matter what, i will wait. (:

27 days more and i'm gonnabe 19 years old.

i hope that you'll be giving me an answer.

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& i'm still waiting for you, my love.

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金色的舞鞋 伴着音乐

BABY你的眼睛是一弯深邃的湖水

哦 忽明忽灭掩藏不可思议的美

让我眩晕在悬崖边

谁知一睁眼就不见

WAITING FOR YOU

I'M WAITING FOR YOU

WAITING FOR YOU KISS ME AT THE NIGHT

为何你CINDERELLA

留给我一望无际的思念

WAITING FOR YOU

I'M WAITING FOR YOU

WAITING FOR YOU COME HERE TO MY DREAM

牵着你 不断旋转

一直到黑发变成了银线

WAITING FOR YOU WAITING FOR YOU

直到永远

sighs.

nothing seems fine.

it didn't even change at all though.

and things are starting to get different from what it seems.

oh well...

no one. and i mean not a SINGLE one understand what i'm feeling right now.

sighs.

why're things somehow getting so cold.

simply so cold ...

did i committed anything wrong ?

sighs.

somehow or rather.

loving you is a rightful gift to me,

letting you go is a hateful regret to me,

but i promise to the whole world this,

should i be granted a chance,

i will never and i mean NEVER!

let you go.

oh well.

basically no choice but to,

await for the day to come.

girl..

i will never erase the sincerity in your eyes,

when you told me, you love me.

i would never forget the way your eyes burn,

when i anger you,

and break your heart right from the bottom.

neither would i forget the sadness in your voice,

when you say sorry after everything.

these are every bits

and pieces of the pair of wings a butterfly has.

put them back again,

and we get to soar up high.

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i'll be there and i'll always be there !

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Sayer Rindu Awak

alright

back home from school yea.

was pretty tired sio

and lessons is getting boring and boring.

hai.

doesn't feel likes schooling luh.

okays

met something in this morning.

sighs.

i pass through an red traffic light.

hai

doesn't had any mood.

hopefully everything will be fine.

well.

gonna find piggy later uh.

can't wake to see her. :D

ahahahahas !

LOL !

gonna post something yea.

it might be a short post uh ?

hahahahas !

well.

didn't notice anything yesterday yea.

and was told that something was actually in my cardigan pocket.

went to get it and i saw SOMETHING.

my goodness !

i saw a PAPER FLOWER in it.

i'm damn surprising can !

and it's my first time receiving a flower from someones. :D

hohos

thanks piggy <3

alright,

i'm back.

just reached home not long ago yea.

and it's being a long time since i post uh ?

well.

same thing.

gonna update often if not some aunty will start nagging at me.

lolx

so shall post something now ya.

okays.

went cine yesterday,

with xiaobao, jiahao, junqi.

lolx

and meeted piggy at cine :D

piggy arrived and we headed off to have our dinner at long john.

well.

long john had been a memories place for me,

as i'm still rmb the first time in long john.

hohos.

alright,

went lucky plaza to have some pool and acarde,

and off to parklane while waiting for the time slot in k-box uh.

and they went for dota,

so left me and piggy. :X

slack and gets rot while waiting for them.

hahahahhas !

had some small problems with piggy.

and we're fine now. (:

okays.

went back to cine after that,

headed to k-box ya.

and there's still buffet eh.

woots.

and i'm kinda get damn lots of food cans ! :X

hohos !

sing till 6am.

and off we go.

now my stomach is still hungry.

lolx

okays.

nothing much to update.

gonna had a sleep soon uh. (:

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yesterday was a great day that i've ever been. <3

okay okay !

shall update yea ?

hahahahs !

if not some auntie gonna nag at me.

lolx

alright

shall post what i did ytd uh ?

went home after school yea.

and received a call from nick

was asked to meet early,

as the sky was raining cats and dogs.

so waited at home,

while the rain stop

headed to nyp after that.

meet keong down ther.

alright.

went shell to get my oil filled up

and headed straight,

to piggy house downstair.

hahahhas !

while waiting piggy arrived.

having some craps around us.

lolx

and i'm wondering why,

i'm keep polishing my bike.

hohos !

my goodness !

i think i'm turning crazy. :X

hahahas !

few mins later,

piggy came down

and we headed to jalan besar yea ?

looking around at ah boy shop ya.

as butterfly are flying around in our stomach

so headed to suntec to have our dinner. (:

hohos !

went walking around after our dinner.

well.

planning to get to a place,

but we don;t know where it's is. ._.

hahahahs !

and keep rounding around and around.

at last,

headed down to clark key* yea ?

slack and relax there

and it's so lovely and beautiful down there. (:

hahahahs !

send piggy home after that.

and headed home tgt with nick and keong.

anyway.

thanks for the both of you,

for accompany me today. (:

and won't forget,

piggy too.

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please. let faith show our way.

well

okays.

shall have a short post yea ?

alright.

received a call from weiliang these morning.

and it's being a long time,

since i received his call and meet up uh

so, was asked to have breakfast tgt.

and meet up with him and dolphin,

at my house downstair.

okays.

after our breakfast,

had some chats and off we go.

and i headed back home. (:

alright.

it's getting boring

and nothing to do with at home.

well.

sighs.

mood isn't exactly good.

and i was wondering why too.

hai.

anyway,

rmb to take cares alright. (: